Performance 4

I started to giving up on my Performance 4 which is an exam from Yamaha Music School. I found it is very difficult to learn and perform. Or maybe my heart had stopped at Grade 5 since long time ago, and don't have the will to go further.. This.. I'm not sure.. But I'm pretty sure that if my sen see heard what I just said, I'll certainly get smacked by her seriously! LOLX!

Exam will be at this year end which still far behind to go, and so do my progress of learning. I can't digest what my sen see had taught, it took me quite a long time.. Struggle every week to go for a lesson, tried to find any reason to skip lesson.. I'm so wanna give up.. But I know I can't! Aww, why can't I? I'm not sure with another question again! Life! Complicated and challenging!

It was so funny that all the time when my friends ask how am I going, my answer for sure will be 'busy preparing exam!' XD Yeah, my sen see told me I can't stop walking, can't stop running towards M.U.S.I.C! So.. every year, I will forced by her to take different kind of exams. Erm, ok, not fully forced by her, there will still have 20% willingness from me tho. Hahax!!

Well, hopefully coming May or June, I'll pass my Fundamental 4, left one subject-Theory to resit. My sen see keep scratching her head, none from her student will fail in one subject only, that's Theory, other subject might reasonable, but not Theory, but then.. here I am! XD And hopefully, I found my courage back and rush my Performance goal this year end.. Hopefully..

Well, here's my first blog in April! =D