F.R.I.E.N.D.S

I'm getting lost with this sickening word for now. I remember when I got to know my dear, we were having the same problem that we've got not much friends around. And we agreed that we don't need many friends but a few with sincerity are already enough. I guess so..

I'm quite sad that there's one friend I'm having now, is not that sincere to me as I always treat him as an important friend. There are a lot of times that makes me lose my trust on him, and when I went to ask him about this matter, he could gave out many reasons that could gain my trust back. I think that I should have stop all this. I shouldn't have put more cares on him anymore. Sometimes I felt stupid.

Found out this world is such a scary place to live in. You never know who would stab you when you turn your back around and walk through your life. There are no appreciation from 'this' mankind of friends even if you did so much for this friend. Aw, come on, you will still need to pass your life through, cheer up!! Yeah right! I won't care for this friend-YOU start from this moment onwards because I just kill my sincere heart towards you. You better take care from now on, I won't ask a word about you again. XD

Well~ It's my life~~

My lesson in weak condition!

One week has passed, here comes Thursday again!! I received a sms from my sen see in the early morning telling me that she's coming to my house at around 10am. Well, i saw her car parked outside my house at 9.40am, quite early huh? I've been fallen sick since Monday until now, still haven recover yet, and yet still I don't want to look for a doctor because I do hate medicine as well as now, I'm already lost my appetite to eat, getting lesser day by day. Bring my sickness go to classes everyday in weak condition. It's quite fun huh? Not really..

Today I'm having heavy headache, flu and cough, still haven't get rid of those yet, and there comes my "1st day" @.@ Gosh!! Without a good concentration, I almost simply passed my day in these 2 days, simply do whatever I'm doing without any real purpose. So, my Bossa for today.. not really working out. But, my sen see saw my pity face, she's not able to nag or scold me. XD I earned!! But yet, homework double increased compare to the previous homework she gave me. She reminded me to work more on it before she leave my house. Oh uh.. I don't think I have good concentration for now, sorry sen see.. So i went to nap aft she left, because I really want to fall down already. x.x

There is one thing left, I forgot i got new classes at night time!! Gosh gosh gosh!! Thanks to my collegue who reminded me in the phone earlier. Or else, I'm going to have heart attack at night time! XD Well, hopefully I'm getting better tomorrow! Aww, my headache.. makes me want to explode!! Oyasumi kudasai! =D